Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
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4.11.2016
In Awe of Nature
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This video encompasses the experiences I've had in nature over the past year. These shots include some of the most wild jungles, pristine beaches and vibrant colored rocks. I have recorded some important experiences concerning specific shots. They are listed in chronological order according to the video.
San Blas Islands, PANAMA: Walking across the white sand, speckled with dirt and bits of coconuts. We were in the middle of the Caribbean on these tiny islands, it felt like we were on another planet because of the feeling of isolation. We sat in the sand and watched the clouds roll across the horizon. We could see tropical storms way off in the distance, raining down on another cluster of islands. It was so secluded and so beautiful. The islands were some of the most rugged beauty I had ever experienced.
Tayrona National Park, COLOMBIA: I snapped this shot of the mountainous scene while my husband and I were trekking through the jungle to find our beach where we were to camp in hammocks for the night. It was a hot, blistering trek but we didn't care because of the overwhelmingly wild nature surrounding us.
Draper, UTAH: I captured these clouds engulfing the mountain while driving home from work. I was in awe of how I was watching the water cycle in motion in real time! I was also reminded and humbled that I live so close to these majestic mountains. So close that I can even climb them anytime I want!
St. George, UTAH: Driving through the red rocks on our way to St. George, I was mesmerized by the colors in each mountain range. The reds were so vibrant and the blues so calming. It made a perfect color palette.
Salt Lake City, UTAH: The cherry blossoms at the State Capitol building were finally opening up to the springtime sun. These tiny flowers lifted my spirits and gave me a burst of hope for the future days. The long presence of winter had effected my mood and clouded my optimism. I went through major amounts of change during the snowy months of 2016. I came to realize that I truly gain so much energy, enthusiasm and joy from the sun. I am like a flower, without the sun I wilt and die. But with it I can bring joy to those around me.
Tayrona National Park, COLOMBIA: This sunset time lapse was shot at our lodge where we camped in hammocks for the night. We sat in our hammocks for about 2 hours just watching the sun dip slowly beneath the horizon. The colors danced and melted along the mountains, the palm trees swayed as if they were drunk and the waves crashed ceaselessly on the shore. I was crying as I looked over this view. I had never seen any sunset more touching than this one.
San Blas Islands, PANAMA: These tropical fish were part of an unforgettable experience. It was my turn to do the dishes from our group dinner on our little sailing boat. We were parked next to a gorgeous set of islands and the sun was starting to set. I began scrubbing the pots and pans when suddenly I found 3 or 4 neon yellow fish swimming around my feet. They were eating the scraps of food I had scrubbed off into the water. These 4 fish turned into 7 which attracted about 20 more. They danced and flitted about, fighting over the food scraps. It was such a surreal experience: me doing the dishes, something I do every single day being a college student in Provo, but now I am in the middle of the Caribbean, surrounded by more dishes and tropical fish. I felt so in shock that I was able to be in that situation, off the coast of Panama, doing the dishes with the fishes.
St. George, UTAH: This shot was taken in between rock climbing sessions at Chuckwalla. It was such an interesting experience, watching humans climb up literal walls and rocks of the earth. It was very humbling doing the actual climbing as well. It was as if I was breaking the rules with Mother Nature, hooking into her sides and gripping tiny holes just to get to the top. But on the other hand, it was as if I became closer to her because of this challenge. After I made it to the top, I looked out over the rocks and mountains, seeing the same view in a whole new way. A mixture of triumph and gratitude swept over me.
Valle de Cocora, COLOMBIA: This unreal view was set in the Valley of Wax palms in Salento Colombia. "Cocora" was the name of a Quimbayan princess, daughter of the local chief Acaime, and means "star of water". This special valley is part of the Los Nevados National Natural Park. This is the only place in the world that you can find these giant palms. We hiked through here with friends and when we could finally see through the mist, we all became silent. It was such a mystical experience, seeing these massive trees tower over us and the mountains!
Cabo, MEXICO: Mike and I were lucky enough to have a place to stay in Mexico for our honeymoon. We were sleepy, sweaty from the August heat, and so relaxed on this boat ride we took around the famous arch. These rugged rocks were treacherous and imposing and yet complimented the soft sand and quiet waves in a peculiar way. This boat ride and the crashing waves in the following shot both carry wonderful emotions: happiness to be married to my sweetheart, joyful gasps from seeing the sun set against the ocean, contentment from a belly full of fish tacos, and excitement for the future adventures to come.
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Amazon Jungle, ECUADOR: This night is definitely the most intense experience I have ever had in nature. It was so magical and peaceful. The sun had set but there was still light reflecting against the river. The sunset was a simple purple and pink but it reflected against the palm trees and made it seem as if we were on another planet. Then during our night hike, the world seemed even more alien. Since the river water was so high it was an actual fact that we were swimming amongst the tree tops. We drove in our boat in between the tree tops like we were flying. It was so unreal. When I think back to it my hands shake and I get goosebumps. It was the closest I have felt to space, heaven and nothingness or 'nirvana'. I think my favorite moment was when the light faded, the misty night clouds opened up and millions of tiny stars glittered across the entire sky! That evening was just so incredible I was speechless for the rest of the night. It was truly magic.
4.07.2016
Attachment v. Letting Go
I read this quote the other day and it explained everything I've ever felt about the topic of getting attached v. letting go:
When I was in 3rd grade I went through the fear of letting people in. I had just moved to my third elementary school in 12 months and I was feeling overwhelmed with the prospect of making more new friends and being the new girl again. I was used to moving and starting over but around this time in my life I began to realize how much I loved my friends and how important they were to me(3rd grade is a very serious time for friendships). It was something I hadn't experienced before and it felt like I was really growing up and in need of stability/consistency.
This winter I totally experienced the same thing all over again living in SLC!!!! Like I've moved around my whole life and made new friends everywhere I go but since being married I felt so different and like I had to be a certain kind of person/wife--or I don't know, like there was this image I had to uphold now because of our marriage. It was hard for me to make friends where I was because it seemed all my solid relationships were back in Provo where I attended school.
I'm so glad the winter is FOR REALS over. I gain so much energy from the sun on my face and that helps me kill my lazy, lonely, unmotivated attitude. It is so good to let some things go because it makes room for new chapters in our lives to stretch out their story. So here's to springtime, sunshine and new beginnings!
3.29.2016
TED Talks that inspire me
FAVE TED TALKS WHOO HOOOOO!
One of my favorite things to do while I commute to school is listen to TED talks. I love the radio but Justin's "sorry" gets old after the 2049583409 time. I just listened to a playlist on my TED app that was titled, "How to Revive a city" and man it was great. My fave talks from it were this one and this one. Oh and Jess Speck's one about the walkable city! These talks inspired me to get out into our own city, Salt Lake, to serve, walk around, explore and contribute to keeping the public spaces open! The lack of sun and clear skies has taken its toll on me this winter--without the sun I shrink and isolate myself in my warm home. But in this in between time of winter/spring I am determined to get out and connect with nature, myself, and our city!
some more fave TED talks:
some more fave TED talks:
- Less stuff More Happiness
- Bad Feminist
- Teach girls bravery not perfection
- Teach kids to code
- Shut up and Listen!
3.14.2016
Spring inspiration collection
It's almost officially springtime! My favorite season has always been Spring because of the fresh feeling of rain, the beauty of bright greens and the atmosphere of rebirth in everything; humans, animals and nature.
I'm feeling fresh flowers, lots of pinks, greens and whites.

I'm feeling some spring cleaning and the need to fill up my frames with some fun artwork!

I'm feeling energized and motivated to keep working out and getting stronger. I'm trying real hard to get the beginner trophy on the Nike Fit app and it's way awesome! Also, my new jump rope is about to be my best friend.


I'm feeling sooooooooo ready for a road trip. Mike and I are planning lots of Utah trips because we realized that we haven't really explored this gorgeous state together besides Moab (where we met).


I'm feeling like wearing flowy dresses, pretty colors and soft textures.




I'm also feeling like painting a million abstract pieces and springtime bouquets but like when am I not feeling that? haha


photos via Pinterest
3.11.2016
My autobiography
I've been thinking about writing down my autobiography. Like my great grandpa and grandma wrote theirs, same with my grandpa, and my dad has written some stories as well. I should be documenting my life ya know just in case I'm caught in a horribly tragic accident and my children want to know what I did on november 22, 2015. ok not funny. but I feel that's like what I'm basically doing on this space anyway so I should put them all in one place, right?
But I think I'm going to begin. Maybe even make it a goal of mine to document my entire life--well the memorable parts. I should definitely record the time when I peed my pants in kindergarten(1st grade?...) and other memorable stories like that.
I might post some of the more funny/interesting stories here. I've already got the story of how Mike and I met on here so might as well keep getting personal. This will be a great thing for my kids and grand kids to have someday. And like any massive task, I'm starting small and setting a goal to record a little story at least twice per week. We'll see how this goes.....or how long it lasts haha.....
9.22.2014
why write?.....
why am I writing?
well...
it's been a week since my 22 year old sister Sarah Kay was diagnosed with Hodgkin's Lymphoma cancer. over the weekend our family had a little chat.
with our family being on the other side of the continent, it makes sense to have a space dedicated to sharing tidbits of our lives with them.
so during our chat my mom announced she is going to start to write, sarah kay announced she is going to start to write.....and I agreed to maybe think about writing....
with our family being on the other side of the continent, it makes sense to have a space dedicated to sharing tidbits of our lives with them.
so during our chat my mom announced she is going to start to write, sarah kay announced she is going to start to write.....and I agreed to maybe think about writing....
I was hesitant.
more than hesitant actually.
I don't feel as though I have ever classified myself as a writer. I've always been the dancer, the artist, the family clown. never the 'writer'. also, blogs are so personal in my opinion. it is literally the recording of your very own feelings for the entire internet to read, analyze and judge.
more than hesitant actually.
I don't feel as though I have ever classified myself as a writer. I've always been the dancer, the artist, the family clown. never the 'writer'. also, blogs are so personal in my opinion. it is literally the recording of your very own feelings for the entire internet to read, analyze and judge.
but once I began transforming my feelings into words, I instantly would feel better. this really is therapeutic. when aaaall my feeling are suddenly are right there in font size 12-- I feel like a small heavy burden has been lifted off my shoulders and placed onto the page.
I didn't realize how much I had to say either.
I have all of this anger, heartbreak, frustration, sadness, gratitude and scary unknown thoughts stuck inside of me. writing helps me to let them go one by one.
I have all of this anger, heartbreak, frustration, sadness, gratitude and scary unknown thoughts stuck inside of me. writing helps me to let them go one by one.
When Sarah was diagnosed last monday, I felt strongly that I needed to document this struggle while it's happening. I need to chronicle these events and fill a space full of photos, videos, Beyoncé gifs, grumpy cat memes, emotional stories and what gets us through the hard times. I'm someday going to share all of this with my children and grandchildren so where better to keep this information than the internet?
so in a nutshell, that's what this blog is all about.
a collection of my thoughts and experiences pertaining to my life at the current moment. and currently I'm struggling with this cancer thing. seeing my sister have to go through this emotional roller-coaster is rough.
a collection of my thoughts and experiences pertaining to my life at the current moment. and currently I'm struggling with this cancer thing. seeing my sister have to go through this emotional roller-coaster is rough.
I don't want Sarah Kay to go through this. I really don't, I want to take care of her and protect her and make her life as easy as possible. and if writing about the ups and downs makes this cancer thing a little easier for us to wrap our heads around, then let's start!
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