Showing posts with label gratitude. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gratitude. Show all posts

4.11.2016

In Awe of Nature


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This video encompasses the experiences I've had in nature over the past year. These shots include some of the most wild jungles, pristine beaches and vibrant colored rocks. I have recorded some important experiences concerning specific shots. They are listed in chronological order according to the video.


San Blas Islands, PANAMA: Walking across the white sand, speckled with dirt and bits of coconuts. We were in the middle of the Caribbean on these tiny islands, it felt like we were on another planet because of the feeling of isolation. We sat in the sand and watched the clouds roll across the horizon. We could see tropical storms way off in the distance, raining down on another cluster of islands. It was so secluded and so beautiful. The islands were some of the most rugged beauty I had ever experienced.


Tayrona National Park, COLOMBIA: I snapped this shot of the mountainous scene while my husband and I were trekking through the jungle to find our beach where we were to camp in hammocks for the night. It was a hot, blistering trek but we didn't care because of the overwhelmingly wild nature surrounding us.




Draper, UTAH: I captured these clouds engulfing the mountain while driving home from work. I was in awe of how I was watching the water cycle in motion in real time! I was also reminded and humbled that I live so close to these majestic mountains. So close that I can even climb them anytime I want!

St. George, UTAH: Driving through the red rocks on our way to St. George, I was mesmerized by the colors in each mountain range. The reds were so vibrant and the blues so calming. It made a perfect color palette.

Salt Lake City, UTAH: The cherry blossoms at the State Capitol building were finally opening up to the springtime sun. These tiny flowers lifted my spirits and gave me a burst of hope for the future days. The long presence of winter had effected my mood and clouded my optimism. I went through major amounts of change during the snowy months of 2016. I came to realize that I truly gain so much energy, enthusiasm and joy from the sun. I am like a flower, without the sun I wilt and die. But with it I can bring joy to those around me.

Tayrona National Park, COLOMBIA: This sunset time lapse was shot at our lodge where we camped in hammocks for the night. We sat in our hammocks for about 2 hours just watching the sun dip slowly beneath the horizon. The colors danced and melted along the mountains, the palm trees swayed as if they were drunk and the waves crashed ceaselessly on the shore. I was crying as I looked over this view. I had never seen any sunset more touching than this one.

San Blas Islands, PANAMA: These tropical fish were part of an unforgettable experience. It was my turn to do the dishes from our group dinner on our little sailing boat. We were parked next to a gorgeous set of islands and the sun was starting to set. I began scrubbing the pots and pans when suddenly I found 3 or 4 neon yellow fish swimming around my feet. They were eating the scraps of food I had scrubbed off into the water. These 4 fish turned into 7 which attracted about 20 more. They danced and flitted about, fighting over the food scraps. It was such a surreal experience: me doing the dishes, something I do every single day being a college student in Provo, but now I am in the middle of the Caribbean, surrounded by more dishes and tropical fish. I felt so in shock that I was able to be in that situation, off the coast of Panama, doing the dishes with the fishes.

St. George, UTAH: This shot was taken in between rock climbing sessions at Chuckwalla. It was such an interesting experience, watching humans climb up literal walls and rocks of the earth. It was very humbling doing the actual climbing as well. It was as if I was breaking the rules with Mother Nature, hooking into her sides and gripping tiny holes just to get to the top. But on the other hand, it was as if I became closer to her because of this challenge. After I made it to the top, I looked out over the rocks and mountains, seeing the same view in a whole new way. A mixture of triumph and gratitude swept over me.

Valle de Cocora, COLOMBIA: This unreal view was set in the Valley of Wax palms in Salento Colombia. "Cocora" was the name of a Quimbayan princess, daughter of the local chief Acaime, and means "star of water". This special valley is part of thLos Nevados National Natural Park. This is the only place in the world that you can find these giant palms. We hiked through here with friends and when we could finally see through the mist, we all became silent. It was such a mystical experience, seeing these massive trees tower over us and the mountains! 



Cabo, MEXICO: Mike and I were lucky enough to have a place to stay in Mexico for our honeymoon. We were sleepy, sweaty from the August heat, and so relaxed on this boat ride we took around the famous arch. These rugged rocks were treacherous and imposing and yet complimented the soft sand and quiet waves in a peculiar way. This boat ride and the crashing waves in the following shot both carry wonderful emotions: happiness to be married to my sweetheart, joyful gasps from seeing the sun set against the ocean, contentment from a belly full of fish tacos, and excitement for the future adventures to come.



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Amazon Jungle, ECUADOR: This night is definitely the most intense experience I have ever had in nature. It was so magical and peaceful. The sun had set but there was still light reflecting against the river. The sunset was a simple purple and pink but it reflected against the palm trees and made it seem as if we were on another planet. Then during our night hike, the world seemed even more alien. Since the river water was so high it was an actual fact that we were swimming amongst the tree tops. We drove in our boat in between the tree tops like we were flying. It was so unreal. When I think back to it my hands shake and I get goosebumps. It was the closest I have felt to space, heaven and nothingness or 'nirvana'. I think my favorite moment was when the light faded, the misty night clouds opened up and millions of tiny stars glittered across the entire sky! That evening was just so incredible I was speechless for the rest of the night. It was truly magic.



3.29.2016

TED Talks that inspire me


FAVE TED TALKS WHOO HOOOOO!

One of my favorite things to do while I commute to school is listen to TED talks. I love the radio but Justin's "sorry" gets old after the 2049583409 time. I just listened to a playlist on my TED app that was titled, "How to Revive a city" and man it was great. My fave talks from it were this one and this one. Oh and Jess Speck's one about the walkable city! These talks inspired me to get out into our own city, Salt Lake, to serve, walk around, explore and contribute to keeping the public spaces open! The lack of sun and clear skies has taken its toll on me this winter--without the sun I shrink and isolate myself in my warm home. But in this in between time of winter/spring I am determined to get out and connect with nature, myself, and our city!

Home. | Salt Lake City Photos   I've seen the city look like this many times and I'm always amazed at its beauty here.:



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9.28.2014

finding silver linings

so hey there, it's been a minute.
life's been a little crazy lately. 

this week has been 102030500302x better than the one before. 

I have felt peace and comfort more than I ever have in my entire life. there's so much to be happy about! like the fact that I get to take time off work and school just to hangout with Sarah Kay.  seriously being Sarah Kay's nurse is the best. all we do is eat good food and watch funny videos. we keep humor in our lives through ever aspect of social media. I love that we have found how to have joy through this cancer thing. 

this week I realized that I need to let my anger go, start praying again and definitely keep laughing through this hard trial. God wants me to be happy
He wants Sarah Kay to be happy. He wants all of his children to be so so happy. and yeah I'm still allowing myself some breakdowns but I'm working on finding the silver living in all of this. 

one hard decision that has turned into the greater blessing is the fact that I decided not to serve a mission. I honestly felt impressed not to serve. when I was pressured and asked why I wasn't serving a mission I would reply calmly that I didn't feel like I should go so I didn't the end. It was rough being a bit ostracized and seeing literally every single one of my girlfriends leave. I felt like maybe I wasn't living up to what God planned for me. 
but I couldn't deny that I felt impressed not to serve. I realize now that if I had left, I wouldn't be right here in utah ready and able to take care of Sarah Kay. 

there are so many incredible experiences that have made it possible for me to attend BYU and be in Utah right now at this time in my life. I am right here for sarah Kay and Derek I mean like WHOA it is all coming together. 

today my amazing visiting teachers shared a quote by President Brigham Young and it just made sense:

"All intelligent beings are crowned with crowns of glory immortality, and eternal lives must pass through every ordeal appointed for intelligent beings to pass through, to gain their glory and exaltation. Every calamity that can come upon mortal beings will be suffered...to prepare them to enjoy the presence of the Lord... Every trial and experience you have passed through is necessary for your salvation." 

I'm so glad for the atonement of my Savior. I know that Jesus felt every single emotion I have felt in the past two weeks. He's been with me and will continue to be with me. I know he felt everything Sarah kay and Derek have gone through and have yet to go through. I know this cancer thing is exactly what our family is meant to go through right now. I know he is there for me and my family right now and forever. 
Life is so good you guys. There is so much to be grateful for.